Fated

By
LWJ
– April 22, 2009Posted in: Personal Life, Studies

I would say everything is fated.. Why?

ok, lets start from primary school..

In standard 4, i moved from Kuantan, Pahang to Johor.. Then i was in SJK(C) Foon Yew 1..

UPSR result was not promising.. cant get to premier school straight using my result..

So??

My dad gotta do his job..

And i got into SMK Sultan Ismail.. more often called as SSI.. Fated?

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Why? SSI is premier school.. if i have not entered SSI but in other school, maybe i cant do well in my studies since my environment is not that good? peer pressure..

Anyway, i was not in the 1st or 2nd class in SSI.. until form 3.. managed to squeeze into 2nd class..

then in PMR..

Lucky that i got straight A’s and that made me manage to squeeze more in front of the crowd..

I got in the same class with some of the top students.. Kevin, Kaya, Li Ping, Hoe Jiunn, Sara etc.. those are top 10 in whole form.. i was damn lucky that time i would say.. Fated? if not then i wont be so hardworking.. bahaha

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so i got influenced by them to study everyday.. ah ha, previously i dont :P

So.. every time i have questions, i would ask them.. consult them and they would teach me willingly..

And that built my confidence, strengthening my English as well since there were lots “banana” ppl in the class who were v v good in english but know nothing about chinese..

Ah ha, that was the time i picked up my english..

So i SPM.. i had high hopes.. everyone did that time..

Hoping to score a string of A’s.. haha :D

Admiring those who scored 16A1, 17A1 bla bla bla.. :notworthy:

Hoped to get JPA scholarships to UK.. everyone hoped.. of course!!

Biggest 4D prize ever in your lifetime dude!

Medicine in UK costs around 1 million..

BUT..

in the end, i still disappointed everyone.. ah, how sad..

Dont get strong of A’s, dont get JPA, dont get ur 4D, no free lunch~ Fated?

So.. i was thinking..

Overseas or local?

If local then STPM or straight college like IMU, MMU etc..

If overseas then what course? which country?

In the end i have chosen STPM.. some said the world most difficult examination..

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My dad told me.. just do it.. if result not good then will go for twinning in UK..

Then i was thinking… ok fine~

At first, my thinking was “study so hard in SPM then got kanasai result.. what for study so hard again in STPM since so difficult”

So i was not stressing myself out..

enjoying.. lol :rclxs0:

In the lower 6 end of year exam.. i was so shock that i did v well in the exam..

I was thinking.. “WHAT? Must be a mistake from the teachers.. coffee poured  on my papers then just gave a mark on random?”

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Ok, that was the time i got inspired to study.. hehe.. Fated? if not i would be relaxing all the way to STPM exam.. :laugh:

So i got what i paid for the whole year in upper six..

then i was thinking..

What course?

Medicine?

Engineering?

Law?

Accountancy?

Local Uni or Overseas?

I applied for NUS.. and i got engineering.. went to their welcome tea.. enjoyed the Uni over there..

then applied for local Uni..

there were 8 slot for u to fill in the course and which uni u like to go..

i discussed with my friends who were interested in medicine as well..

We chose UM, UKM, USM and UPM as first 4.. then we din talk more after that.. just randomly by ourselves~

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So i put UNIMAS as my 5th choice but my friend put UMS!!

That’s why i’m in UNIMAS but my friends are now in UMS medicine!! Fated? If we discussed about that, i think i wouldn’t be in UNIMAS now..

BUT now.. i would say.. ” luckily din discuss.. bahaha”

So i will think.. everything was like pre-arranged..

If i din get into SSI, i wont do well.. If i din get straight A’s in PMR, i wont meet kevin thay all.. If i scored well in SPM, i wont have a chance to prove myself in STPM.. If i discussed with my friends, i wouldn’t be in UNIMAS now..

Oh ya, i quarreled with my ex on 14 of October.. and now my gf birthday is 14 of October.. considered fated as well?

So…

What’s next?

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About LWJ

A final year medical student from UNIMAS.